Every story has an ended weather its good or bad, and i decided to give u guys a clearer idea of what i'm going thru. People say i should just tell her the truth and not hide it from the person u like, if u really love her why not tell her and u never know it could work out? but easier said then done. I always pictured myself with the perfect girl in my dream, someone who respects me, funny and just enjoyable to be around with and most importantly someone who i can really talk to and not feel shy and nervous around. That might be just all in my head or maybe not?

To fully understand how i feel, i've created a scenario, i want u guys to think really hard cause this is an example of a metaphor which represents my life i guess. Say i was a mouse and i was looking for food and in front of me is a yellow delicious piece of cheese (plz don't laugh okay i know its rediculous comparing this to my life) but the cheese is placed on a mouse trap. What do i do?. Will i risk my life for a cheese or wait and look around for other food?. Now compare this to reality, it'll start to make sence. What will u do if u were placed in the same situation as the mouse. Of course i won't risk my life for a cheese u know how rediculous that sounds but mouse is like that, they don't have brains, they have IQ of 0.001.( i made that up so it won't make me sound that bad).U could say that the trap is a symbol for the resistance that we hold and how hard it is to reach out to her and really tell her the truth.

There is no love if u have no hope!!!!. So i guess u could say i was once in love because hope i use to have but that soon deterorated into nothing but dreams. Even tho there is no hope it doesn't mean that i hate that person from now on. To the person that i like, I guess i just wanted u to know how i feel but nothing will stop me from liking u no matter what happens. U will always be apart of me and i will always remember u as a personal experience in my life, and after 10 years later i will look back and laugh at all the fun times we use to have and continually picture that smile forever in my mind. I wish u the very best for the future and enjoy the best part of life to come.